My drone about love
January 11, 2005 - 8:15 p.m.

I'm watching this movie about a girl that is torn between two men. She is also an aspiring cabaret singer. She's really passionate about her singing but her fiance(guy #1) thinks that it is a lost cause. He has no faith in her and wants no part of that side of her life. She meets this other guy who writes and composes music. He believes in her and thinks she can do anything she sets her mind to. He ends up falling in love with her, however she feels duty bound to guy #1. After taking the leap and marrying guy #1 she realizes that he isn't what she wants at all. He can't possibly love her because he doesn't accept all of her...music career and all. The reason I am droning on and on over this movie is because it really made me think. I'm single right now, but i do believe in true love. I don't think I could ever put myself in the predicament she did. I would never be satisfied dating a guy that I could not see myself loving. I've often wondered if I will ever get married, and if I do if I will be head over heels in love with the guy or if I'll settle because I can't find that TRUE love. I wonder if there is a guy out there that could honestly look at ME and really really love all of me. I don't know. I'm just in a philisophical mood tonight I guess. Plus I'm sitting alone on my ass watching all these fucking romantic movies. In the end, in every movie I watch, the guy gets the girl. Too bad real life isn't always like a romance novel. I'd be set. Then Prince Charming would come whisk me away in his Nissan 350z and we would reside in Surrey, Englad for the rest of our lives where I could open my backdoor and look out at scenery from the Harry Potter Movies. lol.Only in my dreams.

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» My full name is Stephanie A. Hall but my friends call me steph. I'm a 22 year old chick living in Ohio. Born on 5-07-82.Dark brown hair,blue eyes. love status: unfortunately still single.

»loves: Harry Potter, kissing, reading, creative writing, the real world, puppies,love, and chocolate!.

»hates: mean people, love, liars,cheaters, road ragers.