Something Wicked this way comes

He Thought I was the Devil
January 16, 2005 - 10:53 a.m.

Last night was a scary night for me. If any of you have read about my ex Jeremy, you all know that he is a religious fanatic. He is constantly talking about god, he is constantly battling with sin(such as smoking pot and sex, his two biggest vices). We spent many months not hanging out with each other because he was afraid if we got together he would not be able to resist himself sexually. Well we've been hanging out lately and things have been fine. He hasn't come on to me and it has just been a really nice friendship. He still talks about God a lot and he isn't happy anymore because he thinks that he is the most horrible person in God's eyes. Well last night we hung out and played Resident Evil 4 and then went to bed. Well we are lying there, I'm asleep, when all of a sudden he jumps out the bed and runs into the living room . I keep calling for him " Jeremy, Jeremy, what is the matter?" He comes back in sits on the edge of the bed and clasps both my hands in his. This is what he says next; "Stephanie you have got to ask forgiveness and stop sinning. I'm dying stephanie. It was revealed to me. The last time I smoked weed, even before I did it God said never again. I went against what god said and did it. The devil has revealed to me that I'm going to die. I'm going to rot in hell. Stephanie I don't want that to be your fate as well. Please pray and ask forgiveness. Please!" At this point Im sitting there scared half to death because he has got to be out of his mind! Then he gets up and starts walking back and forth back and forth. I start asking him questions. "Why did you all of a sudden jump out of bed?" "Why are you acting like this?", "Did you have a bad dream?". He wouldn't answer any of my questions. Then he all of a sudden kept repeating "I rebuke you satan, I rebuke you satan, I rebuke you satan." It dawned on me that he thought I was the devil incarnate or something. I started crying cause I was scared shitless by his behavior. I kept asking "YOu think I'm possessed? YOU think I'm the devil?" and he said "Stephanie listen to what you are saying? Y Ou wouldn't be talking like this if you weren't possessed." He had me scared out of my mind. So he then comes back into the living room and calls his dad. I hear him on the phone telling his dad to pray for him and asking him to come get him(I had picked him up cause his car is messed up). So anyway after he left I was still scared about all the stuff he had talked about. I really think Jeremy has some serious problems and needs to get help. I could see how scared he was cause he was just trembling up a storm. I don't know what to do for him anymore. All I know is I can't be friends with someone that is going to scare the shit out of me like that and make me feel like I'm going straight to hell. It isn't worth it.
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